Less Like Scars

Tomorrow marks six months into my 30th year... What a strange 6 months it's been. A whole lot of changes, but also my life has been stagnent as well. Yeah, I know, it's an oxymoron. I guess I kinda feel like a level... like what a carpenter might use. I'm constantly trying to keep the "bubble" in the middle; whatever that might be. Sometimes I lose my balance and crash. Othertimes, I 'appear' to have it under control. Strangely enough, the times when things are in control are those times when I'm not in control at all. Funny how that works.

OK, I'm physically and mentally exhausted to say anything more... but these lyrics by Sara Groves reminded me of how I'm feeling. Hope you are encouraged by them.


It's been a hard year
But I'm climbing out of the rubble
These lessons are hard
Healing changes are subtle
But every day it's

Less like tearing, more like building
Less like captive, more like willing
Less like breakdown, more like surrender
Less like haunting, more like remember

And I feel you here
And you're picking up the pieces
Forever faithful
It seemed out of my hands, a bad situation
But you are able
And in your hands the pain and hurt
Look less like scars and more like
Character

Less like a prison, more like my room
It's less like a casket, more like a womb
Less like dying, more like transcending
Less like fear, less like an ending

And I feel you here
And you're picking up the pieces
Forever faithful
It seemed out of my hands, a bad situation
But you are able
And in your hands the pain and hurt
Look less like scars

Just a little while ago
I couldn't feel the power or the hope
I couldn't cope, I couldn't feel a thing
Just a little while back
I was desperate, broken, laid out, hoping
You would come

And I need you
And I want you here
And I feel you

And I know you're here
And you're picking up the pieces
Forever faithful
It seemed out of my hands, a bad, bad situation
But you are able

And in your hands the pain and hurt
Look less like scars (x3)

And more like
Character